live don't die

you say to die and   s l i t   your wrists,

you think this world doesn't mean shit.

well i've got news for you,

life is what u choose.

make it what u want,

change it up; a different font.

have fun; let go,

what do u have to show?

stop being so sad,

don't be mad.

"goth" is just a joke,

what do these folk

have to be so mad?

why are they depressed?

black, that is how they dress.

u pled to die

to end it all, you would try.

 stop trying,

just begin living.

do as i do and

belive in you can.

grow as a person,

stop rehersing

this act.

live your life to the fullest,

you only get one chance.

waiting

luving u like never before,

feeling a little insicure.

never knowing wut to think,

knowing this feeling might vanish when i blink.

it's hard to watch life go by,

knowing how hard i try.

i try to get ur attention,

i feel like my heart is in detention.

i cannot reach u and cannot speak to u,

i can't send u a clue.

hello i'm here.

i'll always wait,

i'll never leave my heart to break.

although it has in the past,

one more time; will it last?

all day and all night,

it's hard to tell if i'll be alright.

how it ends i can't be sure,

i need to find a cure.

it never ends

time goes on,

it never ends.

life goes on,

it never ends.

my heart goes on,

it never ends.

my love goes on,

it never ends.

my thoughts go on,

they never end.

how hard i try,

i'll never win.

how come i presist?

i don't know.

maybe because u stay in my life,

and     n e v e r  l e a v e.

take me away<3

take my heart and run away,

take me far away from here.

to another place,

for at least another year.

get in the car, get me away,

or at least as far as this car will take me.

take me far away,

far far away.

when it's hard.

u kno how some times it's like u can't express ur feelings?

how it gets hard to speak?

how it gets hard to remember things u've learned,

like proper sentence structure and use of words?

u start blabbering on about nothing,

and then try to change the subject?

how it's hard to not lose control?

how it's hard not to melt in ur eyes?

how it's hard to admit that u will probally never feel the same way about me as i do about u?

how it's hard to watch u flirt with other girls?

how it's hard to be so close yet SO far away?

well welcome to my life.

Simpler Times

I remember when it was so easy to talk to u,

having conversations that were normal yet everything i've ever hoped for.

Now it's different.

I can't talk to u without feeling embarassed or longing for the simpler days.

Back then i was happy,

now i'm sad.

The simpler times, the good old days,

i want them to come back.

I'm in too deep for my own good,

and i already got hurt.

I long to feel like i used to.

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Josh...you make me laugh and cry,

happy and sad.

You make me excited and mad,

my heart skips a beat and i'm frustrated.

You talk but you're silent,

i listen but i can't hear you.

on days like this one i see in a blur.

every emotion i'm feeling blends together into a strange  m i x e d  d r e a m .

u make me feel like i'm floating on a cloud,

but then the cloud vaporizes.

i loath days like this,

but i love u all the same. <//3

Currently Playing The Singles 1992-2003 By No Doubt yea kaitlyn a spider web! lol see related

Lost

What is this feeling?

You make me feel lost in a forest of love.

Deserted on an island of dreams that won't come true.

I call out for help,

but it's too late.

I've alredy gotten in too deep,

I'm already hurt.

I've dived into an ocean yet now i've forgotten how to swim.

You have to rescue me!